5:16

I miss you, so so so terribly. I just wanted to talk to you last night. But I suppose it was best for everyone to prohibit me from doing so.

Did the devil let you down?

It's one of those sleepless nights where you replay this one song which incites all these emotional thoughts... the same usual stuff you think about before you sleep or when you have a shower. You re-evaluate to who deserves to be in your life, who some truly are deep down and what you're doing with your life.. you just think.

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LOL WHO THE FUCK CAN YOU TRUST NOWADAYS

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I don't need anyone in this world. I'm doing it all for myself.

Terrigal

I'm very content that hardly anyone visits this blog, so I feel like I can be a bit more open about myself. But that'd probably not happen, I mean, I am afterall a Scorpio. Scorpios bottle our mysteries up and hide them from the reality of the world.

This past week, I've been celebrating my post HSC with my closest and with my (not so)favourite people at an amazing beachhouse at Terrigal. One word to sum it all? Dramatic. Fun dramatic but nevertheless, horrific. I've figured myself out throughout the week, and was able to see the true colours of so many of my "friends". I revealed my true feelings to some people... but to only being crushed down and broken by the last minutes of the holiday. It ain't easy pouring your eyes out and knowing the person who you love and care so much had brought you down. It ain't easy knowing you're not worth at least two cents to them. It isn't..