cats and money

Wow, it's like I've disappeared off the face of the Earth. It's been a good ol' month since I've last blogged, so I send my apologies by showing you guys photos of this kitten that I found roaming around my house. It's about as big as my foot.

Soooo where do I begin with my adventures in the past month? Well, yes, I went to One Direction's concert and it's a recommendation!!! Although, at the end of the concert, your ears begin to ring and strain from the constant exposure to the high-pitched screams and the constant "I LOVE YOU ZAYN" (okay I kept saying that) or "OMG" or "MARRY ME" or some explicit things that I rather not mention... otherwise, yes, I stand by my point that it's the best concert that I've been to. AND I GOT ED SHEERAN TICKETS TODAY!!!! I CANNOT WAIT TIL AUGUST, I'VE BEEN DYING FOR THIS DAY OMG THANK YOU JENNIFER PHO, YOU ARE THE BEST!!! All day, I was refreshing Twitter and reading people's excitement/devastation about the tickets and I couldn't contact Jennifer so basically, my emotions were unstable and I was in a literal mess. Well that's another $80 gone and One Direction's arena tour's pre-sale came out on Tuesday so that adds an extra $100 to the pile, wow. And I need at least another $100 to get my nape piercing re-done. I've been putting off this day because I've been using the money on food. I need to get to 50 kg but nothing has worked for me. My dad got me what-is-supposedley to be "fat pills" but I reckon it's another whole Asian voodoo bullshit.

relevant/10

"When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not; it's just the beginning"

beach + art = party

So here are some photos of when my mum was in Fiji, New Caledonia and Vanuatu and here I am, trying to make up some lame post to compensate for my absence.

So here's a quick recap of my life so far:

• My "people-I-hate" list had reduced to 2
• I changed my Facebook display picture
• I got licked on the nose by a dog
• I found out that the "Bananas in Pyjamas" characters were being played by women
• I've been at school
• I've been dreading for April (holidays + One Direction, the Wanted and Zac Efron are coming!!!)
• And I've been occupied by school.... pretty much. 

Running out of excuses

You know that saying that goes like "a picture is worth a thousand words", well, to make up for my unexplained absence, I went through my phone and picked out 5 photos, ya, it's better than nothing. Plus, my mum's taking my camera on her cruise to and around fuh-reaking Fiji, Vanuatu and New Caledonia for two weeks. So who knows the next time I will blog again.

Here I am today, in my Dotti Top and Stussy shorts. (I coincidently had the same colour scheme as my dad, awk) It was good to have nice weather again after a shitty week of rain or clouds or flooding or, cloudy rains causing floodingHere is a Lemon Lime & Bitters drink from Outback Jack. My family awkwardly sat for 30 mins for our food to arrive. I didn't like my chicken schitznel because it had no flavour but the rump my dad ordered was better. But I loved the chips, I ate half of my mum's and my dad's and my own. But the BBQ sauce tasted like paper.... but I continued eating everything despite the shitty taste because I was starving.

Here's something that I found on the first level of the Eiffel Tower! Pretty cool aye? There was a wall where it had the word "AUS" written in the centre of everything as well. I reckon I took a pretty good photo as I was freaking out and couldn't breathe after climbing 57 metres up in the air. But I think I overcame my fear of heights after that experience. I remember taking a video and I sounded like asif I was crying. Ah well.Above is a picture of a Starbucks cup labelled with "Caroline". That was the day that I went to the City (supposedly to the Glebe markets but it rained), and Starbucks was having a half price sale! Christine ordered my drink and she took down her name as Caroline. Jennifer ordered Malinna's and her own and took down the name as 'Ursula'. And on the bottom, that's a picture of my favourite cereal (Plus Essentials For Women, ahmagaaahhhddd uh-mazing!) Yeah, I managed to open it wrong.

FutureSex/LoveSounds

Being an anti-social person, I try dodging the whole "what-do-you-want-to-be-when-you-grow-up" talk. But when I'm caught in the spotlight, I usually reply with "uuhh, I don't know. I keep changing my mind" and bring up my whole shitty life story how I went through phases of different career choices. It really terrifies me though. I don't have a set future. The only thing that I've looked at in the future are the names of my children. (I shotgun Ethan, Lachlan, Ashley and Lily) Although, I can shamefully admit that there was one time in my life where I had considered of becoming successful by being in a reality TV show... yano, like Laguna Beach or something.

Anyway, have a lovely Chinese New Year!

Typo at Market City was having a sale and I got this travel coffee mug and calendar for $6 in total. The calendar was $1 and it's such a pretty little thing. There was another calendar as well, but it was full of shots of naked women. I'd rather... not.

And some jewellery I found lying around when cleaning and renovating ma room. 

And I believe this is one of the best chicken burgers I have ever tasted. I bought it at this Bondi store, near the changerooms!

Happy birthday Zayn Malik

Currently finding a job, setting up my paypal, cruising through online shops, renovating my room, writing my resume, you name it. I'll be in touch with you soon, just for now, I need to get hold on reality.

And most importantly, happy birthday bradfordboizayn, it's been 19 years of table breaking. ♥♥♥♥♥

We don't sleep when the sun goes down

I admit, I'm socially awkward. If you approach me and I don't know who you are or if we've never had a lengthy and comfortable conversation before, trust me, I'd make you want to wish that you've never approached me in the first place. This usually happens with retail assistants. For example:

Retail assisants: Hey

Me: Good thanks

I hope you guys had a wonderful Chrismukkah and a well-spent Boxing Day! Well, talk to you guys soon, probably in 2012. While you're at it, make 2011 worthwhile. Here are the some of my latest purchases:

(Above: Billabong Village Green Shorts. Below: One Direction's Up All Night (2011), Reece Mastin (self titled, 2011) 

I only got the Reece Mastin album because I was at the Reece's signing in Parramatta and I needed a CD to get his autograph, and the One Direction album, well, that's self-explanatory.

Billabong - White Haven Shoulder Purse (snow); Miss Shop- Suede Fringed Mini Bag

 Milk and Honey Love Boat Cuff Shorts

Stussy Apache Shorts

Underneath the mistletoe

My family's not that festive. We're not big believers in Christmas and Easter, so those holidays don't come off as a significant matter, or even a "celebration". It's perceived more as a "day-off-work". In fact, to my parents, New Years Eve is just another day to them. On the night of NYE, before the clock strikes 12, my parents would be found sound asleep, not giving a single fuck about the new year. Neither am I, y'know, giving a fuck about this year's Boxing Day sales. Anyway, Merry Christmas guys!

Dare to dream

Title: Love At Heart

Artist: Blackmill

Album: Miracle (2011)

                         

You know how I constantly vowed myself to cook and bake these Summer holidays? Well, I lied to myself, and to you. Instead, I'm thinking of picking up "sewing". Yeah, my mum's good at it and probably can teach me. Besides, yesterday afternoon, I flipped my mum's sewing room inside and out and found all these cute fabrics! Some of the fabrics are similar to designs used by brands such as Minkpink. Ah, I'm cheering!

And dreams of paradise

I'm inspired to bake and cook these Summer holidays. After picking up a free Christmas Woolworth's issue (don't judge me), the mouth-watering recipes have led me to one decision: to increase my skills in cooking over these holidays. But I suppose this should all happen after I finish watching Season 1 of Revenge (which is probably by tonight) My god, my attraction to males with a perfect tan has increased.

I wanna scream til the words dry out

Someone come with me, take me there, and dance with me. I'll luv u 5evz.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger

I don't know if anyone reads my blog anymore, based on the lack of posts or the loss of interest to my blog, but who knows, ANYONE can come across my blog. For all I know, this blog would be cut down to being more personal (but most posts would still be indirect).

For starters, let me just say this: I think I'm crushing on you. There was always something interesting about you that made you standout ever since Day 1. I've always thought you as one of those cute guys (yeah, I'm shallow, bag me out) and then, I heard more stuff about you and your personality just shone and made you three hundred million times attractive. Today, just being near you made me all nervous and shy. Ew, look at me with this silly teenage crush.

Nostalgia knows her name

Last night was my formal for PAL. To be honest, I didn't give two shits about it. The outfit, everything. I was only anticipated for the after party. And I actually liked it and had a good time! Kudos to Brenda Cao, Andrew Pham, Christine Thaing and Malinna Yeang for everything! Although PAL's formal wasn't like those normal high school Year 10 functions, it was pretty enjoyable. Oh, and here is one of my favourites that I have bought/received within the month:

Dare To Dream by One Direction (gifted by Malianne Nguyen) 1D in a book? Mhm, yes please! I finished the whole book within an hour, #fangirling! ♥♥♥

And I won this sash at my formal............. I was pretty shocked when I won it... And Jessica Vuong gave me so much shit for it.

Different date, every night

Formal shopping has been the biggest bitch in my life. I went to the city and Parramatta and thoroughly searched everywhere for my perfect dress! I realised how picky I am.. and I realised how insecure I was. No tits= limited options. And plus, cash pays a big play in this. My mum offered to spend whatever on my dress, but it's only PAL formal, and that formal isn't as elegant and fancy as other schools so my dress shouldn't be worth $1000 or something, but the dresses I've considered cost about $100+. C'mon, why is life is so expensive???

Girl I see it in your eyes, you're disappointed

♥♥♥♥♥♥, finally!!!!!!

Happiness loves company

I'm so glad that these exams are over. No more 1967 Referendum, no more contour lines. No more of History and Geography!!! I'm forever done with those subjects. I can smell freedom, and happiness. But, next on my agenda: find a job, dye my hair (two tones!), get two more piercings, shop for shoes and clothes!

You're not behind me as I fall

And once again, you tried to make yourself the 'spotlight'. You're never nice, don't pretend and act like you care. Fuck you for ruining my day. Fuck you for ruining my birthday.

Patience, my enemy and loving’s my friend

I can't fucking stand this, I can't continue pretending that you mean nothing to me. I wished I had so much courage to approach you and to have a conversation with you. Talking about you today and finding out so much just killed me. I'm not over you yet. I just know it, and I wished you knew too.

Because there is nobody else, it's gotta be you

Haha, not that many people read my blog anyway.

Dear -----,
You fucked me over, again. I hate myself for knowing on how much I cried over you, and how much I trusted you. I hate how I gave us a second chance. I hate how you lied to me about 'her'. I hate how every now and then, I see your name and I check up on you and I find myself getting so jealous when you have conversations with a lot of girls, and being flirtatious. Our conversations don't even go for a full two minutes anymore. I hate how every time that I see you, I try to dodge you. I hate how you, only one person, can ruin my day/night. I hate how I visit your tumblr page every now and then, and I check to see if you have mentioned me, or written any posts related to me. But you've moved on, clearly. I think I have too, I hope.

Dear -----, ------- and ----,
You are fucking attractive. That is all.

Dear ----, ------, and ------,
I hate you. I hate how you're so judgemental, and you have to comment on everything. I hate how your nose has to be in everyone's business. I hate how you don't realise how much of a burden you are. I just hate you.

Dear ---,
You deceiving little bitch.

Pour a little salt we were never here

I had a ditzy blonde moment during tutor on Sunday, where Seth was asking people to give an example of 'molecules' that we eat everyday and I said 'onions'.

I used to get so excited for formals or for proms from formals. Ever since High School Musical 3, I've alwas wanted someone to do what Troy did for Gabriella did to me. But I don't know, recently, I just lost my passion and interest in it. Most people has their dresses, and I don't. I don't even know the colour of my dress that I want, nor the heels that I am wearing. Probably gonna whip up my outfit a week or few days before.