Do you know that feeling when you yearn for someone that you just can't have? Someone who's so bad for you but at the same time, so right?
It's those silly thoughts that gets to me every time I wake up at 5 am and lay awake til 6:30. Well, every time I mean by every time I have a big night and I wake up of regrets and tiredness the next morning. I woke up this morning, with a tiny of regret (I read my texts I sent to people last night, sooooo not redhot) and laid there, thinking about my life. What happens if I changed my lifestyle? No more parties, no more fooling around, no more games. Just-plain-deadset-serious. Settling down, perhaps. I don't know because I live for impulses. I repress that "inner good girl" in me 76% of the time and crave for temptations and things which make me think "oh no, no-one would like that" which I end up doing anyway. I don't think it's that easy, but life is better that way.