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why am i so confusing
why can't i get my feelings straight
why do i do this to myself
why

#ffffff

Fuck all of this. Fuck "loyal friends" because at the end of the day, NO-ONE's loyal. Maybe two or three but that's all you really need. You need to stop depending on people because one day they will leave you, they will hurt you or they will backstab you. You need to start depending upon on yourself to make yourself happy. When we were born, we didn't sign a contract to say that we have to make others happy, we were born to survive.

And fuck that saying "please don't forget that there are people out there who really matter and who really care" because the last time someone told me that they really cared left me. It's either a big fucking coincidence, or this is just how life is.

1228FUCKLIFE0104

Deleted every photo, deleted you off my phone, threw away your chocolates, gave back your clothes.... but I'm too scared to throw out your Valentine's Day card... lulz, it's a damn fucking stupid card and I'm too resistant of getting rid of it?! Lulz0z0w00398hufnskskak ><

It's been a while and I can't let this feeling pass.. We didn't even last that long yet I'm so attached?? Haha, how does this even work...

Near to You by A Fine Frenzy