Fuck all of this. Fuck "loyal friends" because at the end of the day, NO-ONE's loyal. Maybe two or three but that's all you really need. You need to stop depending on people because one day they will leave you, they will hurt you or they will backstab you. You need to start depending upon on yourself to make yourself happy. When we were born, we didn't sign a contract to say that we have to make others happy, we were born to survive.
And fuck that saying "please don't forget that there are people out there who really matter and who really care" because the last time someone told me that they really cared left me. It's either a big fucking coincidence, or this is just how life is.